Chapter 12: Early Instances of Death or Disease in Relationship to Further Reincarnational Influences
June 15, 1984
Before we
discuss other varieties of health and illness as they more ordinarily appear, I
want to bring up the subject of more or less extraordinary conditions –
dilemmas of body or mind in early life that often seem to have no cause or
meaning.
The universe is
meaningful or it is not. Since the universe
is indeed meaningful, then there must be a reason and a cause even for
conditions that appear chaotic, cruel, or grotesque. Even in such cases, however, at some extent
or another the individual can indeed start over – or at least those closest to
the person in question can begin to see a larger framework of existence in
which even the most dire of physical circumstances are somehow redeemed.
In many cases,
it is the parents of such offspring who suffer more than their children, since
it seems as if such families were unjustly saddled with the most unfortunate
woes.
We hope to
explain this larger framework of existence still further, for indeed it also
affects the human condition in all of its aspects.
As I said
before, the reasons for most physical, mental, spiritual, or emotional problems
can be found in this one lifetime, and because of the nature of simultaneous
time, new beliefs in the present can also affect those in the past.
In a basic way,
it is possible for present beliefs to actually modify the beliefs of a life that
is seemingly a past one. I must
explain again that all lives are lived at once – but in different kinds of
focuses. Your conventional ideas of
time make it simpler, however, to speak of one life as happening before or
after another.
Again, no one is
punished for crimes committed in a past life, and in each life you are unique. The inner intelligence within you that gives
you each life also gives you the conditions of each life. It certainly seems to you, or to many of you,
that most people would always choose to be born healthy and whole, in an
excellent environment, of parents with loving natures and genetic excellence –
and in other words to grow up healthy, wealthy, and wise.
Life, however,
is far too profound and multitudinous, and requires great depths of emotional
response and action that could never be satisfied adequately by any given set
of circumstances, however favorable.
The species is
filled with a powerful sense of curiosity and wonder, and the need for
exploration and discovery, so that even a man born as a king through several
lives would find himself bored and determined to seek out a different or
opposite experience.
In some lives,
then, you are born in fortunate circumstances, and in others you may find an
environment of poverty and want. You may
be born in excellent health in one life, with a high intelligence and great
wit, while in still another existence you may be born ill or crippled or
mentally deficient.
It also seems
that each fetus must naturally desire to grow, emerge whole from its mother’s
womb, and develop into a natural childhood and adulthood. However, in those terms, just as many
fetuses want the experience of being fetuses without following through on other
stages. They have no intention of
growing into complete human development.
In fact, many fetuses explore that element of existence
numberless times before deciding to go on still further, and emerge normally
from the womb.
Those fetuses
that do not develop still contribute to the body’s overall experience, and they
feel themselves successful in their own existences. An understanding of these issues can greatly
help throw light on the question of early deaths and diseases, and spontaneous
abortions.
These are all
part of the continuous undercurrents of life, and the same issues apply to many
other species whose offspring are lost in every early life.
This is not
an uncaring universe or nature operating, but portions of consciousness who
choose at whatever levels certain experiences that nourish the living
environment, and bring satisfactions that may never show on life’s surface.
In the case of
human beings, however, many questions certainly rise to the fore. I do not want to generalize, for each living
situation is too unique for that. I do
want to point out that all fetuses do not necessarily intend to develop into
normal babies, and that if medical science, through its techniques, ends up in
directing a normal birth, the consciousness of the child may never feel normally
allied with physical experience.
The child may go
from one illness to another, or simply display an odd disinclination for
life – a lack of enthusiasm, until finally in some cases the child dies at an
early age. Another individual, under the
same circumstances, might change its mind and decide to go along with the
experience of normal life.
It seems
unnatural to some people to hear of animals’ mothers who refuse to nurse one
offspring, or sometimes even attack it – but in those instances the
animal mother is instinctively aware of the situation, and acts to save the
offspring from future suffering.
I am not advising
that malformed infants be killed, but I do want to point out that even in those
most severe cases there is meaning in such conditions, and the consciousness
involved then chooses another kind of experience.
There are also
perfectly healthy, normal children who have determined ahead of time that they
will live only to the threshold of adulthood, happy and flushed with dreams
and promises of accomplishments, yet not experiencing any disillusionment or regret
or sorrow. Such young people die of sickness
or accident, but go to their deaths like children after a splendid day. In most instances, they choose quick deaths.
In one way or another,
such children may try to describe their feelings to those closest to them, so as
to cushion the shock. Usually these people
are not suicides in conventional terms – although they may be.
Perhaps the greatest
variances in human behavior show in mental states, and so parents are apt to feel
most crushed and despondent if any of their children prove to be what is generally
regarded as mentally deficient. In the first
place, the term is a judgment cast by others, and a particular personality may feel
quite comfortable in his or her own perception of reality, and only become aware
of the difference when confronted by others. Most such persons are quite peaceful rather than
violent, and their emotional experience may indeed cover nuances and depths
unknown to normal persons.
Many simply perceive
reality from a different focus, feeling a problem out rather than thinking
a problem out.
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