Nature of the Psyche, Session 759
Again: Your dreaming psyche is awake.
It deals with a different kind of
experience than the one with which you are physically familiar, although that
experience is also a part of the psyche.
Daily life is a focus taken on the part of that portion of the psyche
which you call you, and there are many other such focuses. The psyche is never destroyed. Nor is that unique individuality of your own
ever minimized. The psyche’s experiences
straddle your ideas of time, however. It
seems to you quite definitely that you come alive and die. At your particular focus of consciousness, no
arguments will suffice to convince you otherwise, for you are everywhere
presented with the physical evidence of “fact”.
You may believe in an afterlife to some
extent or another, or you may or may not be convinced by the general theory of
reincarnation. But certainly most of you
are united in the seemingly irrefutable belief that you are definitely alive
now, and not dead. Dead people do not read
books.
On the other hand, dead people do not
usually write books either – now do they?
In a strange manner I am telling you that
your “life” is simply the only portion of your existence of which you are
presently aware. In greater terms, you
are alive and dead at the same time, even as I am. My focus, however, is in an area that you do
not perceive. Again: Existences are like
notes played along certain frequencies.
You are tuned in to an earth song, following this analogy, but you are
only following your own melody, and usually you are unaware of the greater
orchestration in which you also take part.
Sometimes in dreams you do tune in to a
greater picture, but again, certain things appear to be facts, and against
these so-called facts even definite experiences can appear ludicrous or chaotic.
Last night our friend, Joseph, had a dream
experience that intrigued him, and yet seemed highly distorted. He found himself greeting a large number of
people. He believed them to be family
members, though he only recognized some.
His parents, known to be dead, were there. A brother and a sister-in-law, who are alive,
were also present. The brother was
definitely himself, yet somehow altered in appearance, his features having an
Oriental cast. The entire dream was very
pleasant, and seemed to be like a home coming.
Joseph wondered, however, at this mixture
of the living and the dead. It would be
easy to think that the dream foresaw Joseph’s own death and that of his brother
and sister-in-law. You follow your own
time sequences, however. The psyche is
not so limited. To it, your death
has already occurred, from your standpoint.
Yet it is also true that from its standpoint, your birth has not
yet happened. You have a greater
experience, then, of your recognized time and existence frameworks.
There, you can meet with relatives long dead,
or with children not yet born.
There, you can meet other portions of your own personhood that exist simultaneously
with your own.
In that framework the so-called living and
the so-called dead can mix freely. In
such circumstances you are literally becoming aware of other perspectives of
existence. You are turning corners of
being and discovering multidimensional depths of the psyche.
Artists use perspective on a flat surface
to try to capture there the feelings and experiences of depth that are, in
themselves, alien to the flat canvas, or paper or board. The artist may vividly evoke the image of a
disappearing road that appears to be broad in the picture’s foreground, only to
turn smaller and smaller until it seems to vanish in some distant hidden
point. No physical person will walk that
road, however. An ant crawling upon such
a canvas would hasten across just another flat surface, and be quite unaware of
the inviting avenue and any painted fields or mountains.
Now in the dream state, you suddenly become
aware on occasion of greater perspective.
This perspective cannot “work” at your usual level of consciousness, any
more than the artist’s perspective will work for the ant’s – though there is
much you could learn from an ant’s consciousness.
Your own waking consciousness deals
specifically with certain kinds of distinctions. These help form the very structure of physical
existence. They highlight your lives,
providing them also with a kind of frame.
Quite simply, you want to experience a certain kind of reality, so you
put boundaries about events, that allow you to concentrate upon them. When an artist paints a picture, he uses
discrimination. He or she chooses one
area of concentration. Everything within
the painting fits; so in your physical lives, you do the same thing.
The artist knows that many pictures can be
painted, and holds in mind paintings already produced and those in the planning
stage as well. So the psyche holds
equally lives in progress, lived or not yet lived, and deals with a greater
perspective from which your ordinary perspective emerges.
I often speak of you and the psyche as if
they were separate, yet of course this is not the case. You are that portion of the psyche that you
presently recognize. Many people say: “I
want to know myself”, or “I want to find myself”, when the truth is that few
really want to take the time or effort. There
is one place to begin, however: Try becoming better acquainted with the self
you are now. Stop telling
yourself that you do not know yourself.
There is little use in trying to discover
other levels of your own reality if you insist upon applying the laws of
physical life to your own larger experience.
Then you will always be in a quandary, and no facts will fit. You cannot, however, insist that the laws of
your vaster existence, as you discover them, supersede the physical
condition of known life – for then no facts would apply either. You will expect to live forever in the same
physical body, or think that you can levitate with your body at will. You can indeed levitate, but not with your
physical body, practically speaking in operational terms. You accepted a body, and that body will
die. It has limitations, but these also
serve to highlight certain kinds of experience.
The body in which our friend, Joseph, viewed his relatives (in the dream mentioned earlier) was not
operationally physical. It was quite
real, however, and at another level of reality it was operational, suited to
its environment.
Now, in many ways you simply have a brief
attention span.
The “true facts” are that you exist in this
life and outside it simultaneously. You
are “between lives” and “in lives” at once.
The deeper dimensions of reality are such that your thoughts and actions
not only affect the life you know, but also reach into all of those other
simultaneous existences. What you think
now is unconsciously perceived by some hypothetical 14th-century
self. The psyche is open-ended. No system is closed, psychological systems
least of all. Your life is a dreaming
experience to other portions of your greater reality which focus elsewhere.
Their experiences are also a part of your
dream heritage.
You may ask how real are those other
existences, but if so you must ask in whose terms. Existence has a physical version. In that framework you are born and die, and
in a definite sequence. Death is a
physical reality. It is real, however,
only in physical terms. If you accept
those terms as the only criterion of reality, then surely it appears
that death is an end to your consciousness.
If, however, you learn to know yourself
better in daily life to become more fully aware even of your earthly life, then
you will indeed receive other information that hints of a deeper, more supportive
reality, in which physical existence rests.
You will find yourself having experiences that do not fit recognized
facts. These can add up to an alternate
set of facts, pointing toward a different kind of reality, and give evidence
for an inner existence that takes precedence over the physical
assumptions. A certain kind of
discretion and understanding is necessary, however. Basically the inner reality is the creative
source of the physical one. Yet to some
extent, the physical rules are also inviolate – at their level.
You can learn to vastly enrich your own
experience. Theoretically, you can even
become aware of other existences to some degree. You can travel in the dream state into levels
of reality separated from your own. You
can learn to use and experience time in new fashions. You can obtain knowledge from other portions
of your own being, and tap the psyche’s resources. You can improve the world in which you live,
and the quality of life. But while you
are physical, you will still experience birth and death, dawn and dusk, and the
privacy of the moments, for this is the experience you have chosen.
Even within that context, however, there
are surprises and enchantments waiting, if you simply learn to expand your
awareness, exploring not only the dream state, but your waking reality in more
adventuresome ways. Your dreaming psyche
is awake. Many of you have allowed your
normal waking consciousness to become blurred – inactive, relatively speaking,
so that you are only half aware of the life that you have. You are your psyche’s living
expression, its human manifestation. Yet
you allow yourselves often to become blind to brilliant aspects of your own existence.
In Joseph’s dream, his brother’s features
had an Oriental cast. Joseph knew that
his brother lived as himself, and also as an Oriental, unknown to Joseph in his
present life. If Joseph had seen two
people – one his brother and one an Oriental – he would not have recognized the
stranger, so in the dream his brother’s known appearance dominated, while the
Oriental affiliation is merely suggested.
In your own lives you will use such psychic shorthand, or utilize
symbols in which you try to explain the greater dimensions of one reality in
terms of the known one.
Again, the dimensions of the psyche must be
experienced, to whatever degree. They cannot
be simply defined. In the following
chapter, then, I will suggest some exercises that will allow you direct
experience with portions of your own reality that may have escaped you thus
far.
Chapter 3: Association, the Emotions, and a Different Frame of Reference
You normally organize your experience in
terms of time. Your usual stream of
consciousness is also highly associative, however. Certain events in the present will remind you
of past ones, for example, and sometimes your memory of the past will color
present events.
Association or no, physically you will
remember events in time, with present moments neatly following past ones. The psyche deals largely with associative
processes, however, as it organizes events through association. time as such has little meaning in that
framework. Associations are tied together,
so to speak, by emotional experience. In
a large manner, the emotions defy time.
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