Nature of the Psyche, Session 755
When I use the term “psyche”, many of you
will immediately wonder about my definition.
Any word, simply by being thought, written
or spoken, immediately implies a simplification. In your daily reality it is very handy to
distinguish one thing from another by giving each item a name. When you are dealing with subjective
experience, however, definitions can often serve to limit rather than express a
given experience. Obviously the psyche
is not a thing. It does not have a
beginning or ending. It cannot be seen
or touched in normal terms. It is useless,
therefore, to attempt any description of it through usual vocabulary, for your
language primarily allows you to identify physical rather than nonphysical
experience.
I am not saying that words cannot be used
to describe the psyche, but they cannot define it. It is futile to question: “What is the
difference between my psyche and my soul, my entity and my greater being?” for
all of these are terms used in an effort to express the greater portions of
your own experience that you sense within yourself. Your use of language may make you impatient
for definitions, however. Hopefully this
book will allow you some intimate awareness, some definite experience, that
will acquaint you with the nature of your own psyche, and then you will see
that its reality escapes all definitions, defies all categorizing, and shoves
aside with exuberant creativity all attempts to wrap it up in a neat package.
When you begin a physical journey, you feel
yourself distinct from the land through which you travel. No matter how far you journey – on a
motorcycle, in a car or plane, or on foot – by bicycle or camel, or truck or
vessel, still you are the wanderer, and the land or ocean or desert is the
environment through which you roam. When
you begin your travels into your own psyche, however, everything changes. You are still the wanderer, the journeyman or
journey-woman – but you are also the vehicle and the environment. You form the roads, your method of travel,
the hills or mountains or oceans, as well as the hills, farms, and villages or
the self, or of the psyche, as you go along.
When in colonial times men and women
traveled westward across the continent of North America, many of them took it
on faith that the land did not continue beyond – for example – towering mountains. When you travel as pioneers through your own
reality, you create each blade of grass, each inch of land, each sunset and sunrise,
each oasis, friendly cabin or enemy encounter as you go along.
Now if you are looking for simple
definitions to explain the psyche, I will be of no help. If you want to experience the splendid
creativity of your own being, however, then I will use methods that will arouse
your greatest adventuresomeness, your boldest faith in yourself, and I will
paint pictures of your psyche that will lead you to experience even its
broadest reaches, if you so desire. The
psyche, then, is not a known land. It is
not simply an alien land, to which or through which you can travel. It is not a completed or nearly complete
subjective universe already there for you to explore. It is, instead, an ever-forming state of
being, in which your present sense of existence resides. You create it and it creates you.
It creates in physical terms that you
recognize. On the other hand, you create
physical time for your psyche, for without you there would be no experience of
the seasons, their coming and their passing.
There would be no experience of what Ruburt
calls “the dear privacy of the moment”, so if one portion of your being wants
to rise above the solitary march of the moments, other parts of your psyche
rush, delighted, into that particular time-focus that is your own. As you now desire to understand the timeless,
infinite dimensions of your own greater existence, so “even now” multitudinous
elements of that nonearthly identity just as eagerly explore the dimensions of
earthbeing and creaturehood.
Earlier I mentioned some odd effects that
might occur if you tried to take your watch or other timepiece into other
levels of reality. Now, when you try to
interpret your selfhood in other kinds of existence, the same surprises or
distortions or alterations can seem to occur.
When you attempt to understand your psyche, and define it in terms of
time, then it seems that the idea of reincarnation makes sense. You think “Of course. My psyche lives many lives physically, one
after the other. If my present
experience is dictated by that in my childhood, then surely; my current life is
a result of earlier ones.” And so you
try to define the psyche in terms of time, and in so doing you limit your
understanding and even your experience of it.
Let us try another analogy: You are an
artist in the throes of inspiration.
There is before you a canvas, and you are working in all areas of it at
once. In your terms each part of the
canvas could be a time period – say, a given century. You are trying to keep some kind of overall
balance and purpose in mind, so when you make one brushstroke in any particular
portion of this canvas, all the relationships within the entire area can
change. No brushstroke is ever really
wiped out, however, in this mysterious canvas of our analogy, but remains,
further altering all the relationships at its particular level.
These magical brushstrokes, however, are
not simple representations on a flat surface, but alive, carrying within
themselves all of the artist’s intent, but focused through the characteristics
of each individual stroke.
If the artist paints a doorway, all of the
sensed perspectives within it open, and add further dimensions of reality. Since this is our analogy, we can stretch it
as far as we like – far further than any artist could stretch his canvas. Therefore, there is no need to limit
ourselves. The canvas itself can change
size and shape as the artist works. The
people in the artist’s painting are not simple representations either – to stare
back at him with forever-fixed glassy eyes, or ostentatious smiles, dressed in
their best Sunday clothes. Instead, they
can confront the artist and talk back.
They can turn sideways in the painting and look at their companions,
observe their environment, and even look out of the dimensions of the painting
itself and question the artist.
Now the psyche in our analogy is both the
painting and the artist, for the artist finds that all of the elements within
the painting are portions of himself.
More, as he looks about, our artist discovers that he is literally
surrounded by other paintings that he is also producing. As he looks closer, he discovers that there
is a still-greater masterpiece in which he appears as an artist creating the
very same paintings that he begins to recognize.
Our artist then realizes that all of the
people he painted are also painting their own pictures, and moving about in
their realities in a way that even he cannot perceive.
In a flash of insight, it occurs to him
that he also has been painted – that there is another artist behind him from
whom his own creativity springs, and he also begins to look out of the frame.
Now: If you are confused, that is fine –
for it means that already we have broken through conventional ideas. Anything that I say following this analogy
will seem comparatively simple, for by now it must appear at least that you have
little hope of discovering your own greater dimensions.
Again, rather than trying to define the
psyche, I will try to incite your imagination so that you can leap beyond what
you have been told you are, to some kind of direct experience. To some extent this book itself provides its
own demonstration. I call Jane Roberts “Ruburt”
simply because the name designates another portion of her reality, while she
identifies herself as Jane. She writes
her own books and carries on as each of you do in life’s ordinary context. She has her own unique likes and dislikes,
characteristics and abilities; her own time and space slot as each of you
do. She is one living portrait of the psyche,
independent in her own context, and in the environment as given.
Now I come from another portion of reality’s
picture, from another dimension of the psyche in which your existence can be
observed, as you might look upon a normal painting.
In those terms, I am outside of your “frame”
of reference. My perspective cannot be
contained in your own painting of reality.
I write my books, but because my primary focus is in a reality that “is
larger than your own”, I cannot appear as myself fully within your
reference.
So Ruburt’s subjective perspective opens up
because of his desire and interests, and discloses my own. He opens up a door in himself that leads to
other levels of his being, but a being that cannot be completely expressed in
your world. That existence is mine,
expressed in my experience at another level of reality, so I must write my
books through Ruburt. Doors in the psyche
are different from simple openings that lead from one room to another, so my
books only show a glimpse of my own existence.
You all have such psychological doors, however, that lead into
dimensionally greater areas of the psyche, so to some extent or another I speak
for those other aspects of yourselves that do not appear in your daily context.
Beyond what I recognize as my own
existence, there are others. To some
extent I share in their experience – to a far greater extent, for example, than
Ruburt shares in mine.
On some relatively few occasions, for
example, Ruburt has been able to contact what he calls “Seth Two”. That level of reality, however, is even
further divorced from your own. It
represents an even greater extension of the psyche, in your terms. There is a much closer relationship, in that I
recognize my own identity as a distinct portion of Seth Two’s existence, where
Ruburt feels little correspondence. In a
manner of speaking, Seth Two’s reality includes my own, yet I am aware of my
contribution to “his” experience.
In the same way, each of my readers has a
connection with the same level of psychic reality. In greater terms, all of this is happening at
once. Ruburt is contributing and forming
a certain portion of my experience, even as I am contributing to his. Your identities are not something already
completed. Your most minute action,
thought, and dream adds to the reality of your psyche, no matter how grand or
austere the psyche may appear to you when you think of it as a hypothetical
term.
Ruburt has specialized in a study of
consciousness and the psyche. Most of my
readers are very interested, yet they have other pressing concerns that prevent
them from embarking upon such an extended study.
You all have physical reality to deal
with. This applies equally to Ruburt and
Joseph. Thus far, my books have included
Joseph’s extended notes. They have set
the scene, so to speak. My books have
gone beyond those boundaries, however.
In your terms, only so much can be done in time. Joseph is even now involved in typing my
previous manuscript (The “Unknown”
Reality). It was written in such a
way that it tied the personal experience of Ruburt and Joseph in with the
greater theoretical framework, so that one could not be separated from the other.
In this new book, therefore, I will
sometimes provide my own “scene setting”.
The psyche’s production, in other words, has escaped practical, physical
bounds, so that from my level of reality I can no longer expect Joseph to do
more than record the sessions. I will
ask you, my readers, to bear with me then.
In my own way, I will try to provide suitable references so that you know
what is going on physically in your time, as this book is written.
Largely, the writing of this book occurs in
a “no-time, or out-of-time context”.
Physically, however, Ruburt and Joseph take many hours in its
production. They have moved to a new
house. Ruburt, as usual, is smoking as I
speak. His foot rests upon a coffee
table, as he moves back and forth in his rocking chair. It is nearing midnight as I speak. Earlier, a great thunderstorm raged, its
reverberations seeming to crack the sky.
Now it is quiet, with only the drone of Ruburt’s new refrigerator
sounding like the deep purr of some mechanical animal.
As you read this book, you are also
immersed in such intimate physical experience.
Do not consider them as separate from the greater reality of your being,
but as a part of it. You do not exist
outside of your psyche’s being, but within it.
Some of you may have just put children to bed as you read these
lines. Some of you may be sitting at a
table. Some of you may have just gone to
the bathroom. These mundane activities
may seem quite divorced from what I am telling you, yet in each simple gesture,
and in the most necessary of physical acts, there is the great magical
unknowing elegance in which you reside – and in the most ordinary of
your motions, there are clues and hints as to the nature of the psyche and its
human expression.
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