Session Fifteen: The Natural Person and the Natural Use of Time
October 1, 1980
Our friend is now
feeling somewhat more ambitious of late.
A few weeks ago, he could hardly wait to lie down at the appointed
times, like it otherwise or no, simply because he was so uncomfortable.
Now, things have
changed somewhat. The sharp discomfort
has gone. A few weeks ago, he barely
considered taking two steps in the kitchen, much less walking twice the length
of the living room, or considering walking after dinner.
The fact that he
is now thinking of walking after dinner is an obvious advance. His irritability is somewhat natural – but
also based on the idea, still, that when he is laying down that is dead time,
or useless time, enforced inactivity. It
would help, of course, if he reminded himself that his creative mind is at work
whether or not he is aware of it, and regardless of what he is doing, and that
such periods have the potential, at least, of accelerating creativity,
if he allows his intellect to go into a kind of free drive at such
times. You might have him become more
aware of when he actually becomes tired, or uncomfortable, so that he does lay
down then.
The walking
after dinner would be excellent, of course – the idea being, however, that if
he became uncomfortable from sitting that he lie on the bed, perhaps before
watching television for the evening.
One important
point, again, is to remember that in any given day his mood is often excellent
for many periods of time. He should
concentrate his attention upon those periods, rather than concentrating upon
the periods when he is blue or upset, and berating himself for those reactions.
In that way, the
good moods become longer. They
increase. They become
significant. In such ways, he will discover what promotes those good
moods. Later, I will have some things to
say about what I will call “the daily hypothesis”, for each person has such a
daily hypothesis – one that might be quite different for say, Friday than it is
for Monday. You build your daily
experience partially by such working hypotheses.
To some extent
Ruburt’s dissatisfaction with laying down after dinner also means that he is
learning more about his own natural rhythms, for he does feel accelerated at
that time, and by the evenings, as you do.
This is because many of the beliefs that you have individually and
jointly are somewhat relieved in the evening, in that they so often apply to
the day’s activities, when the rest of the world seems to be engaged in
the nine-to-five assembly-line world experience.
You do not
project as many negative ideas upon the evening hours, and the same applies to
most people to varying degrees. That is
at least one of the reasons why these sessions have been held in the evening,
where it was at least not as likely that you would try to invest them with the
workaday kind of world values.
That is also why
it is easier, generally speaking, for Ruburt to receive such information
in the evening, because you are jointly free of limitations that might hamper
you at other times of the day – not simply that visitors might arrive more
usually then, but because you yourselves are less visited by preconceptions of
what you are supposed to do in any given hour of the day.
The natural,
magical flows of your own rhythms are more often broken up in the daytime. This applies to other people as well, because
of your ideas of what you should be doing at any given time, or what is
socially respectable, proper, upright, even moral in limited terms.
You have settled
upon a system that seems to be naturally based, the exclusive results of your
historic past, one in which your main activities are daytime ones. It seems only natural that early man, for
example, carried on all of his main activities in the day, hiding after
dark. As a matter of fact, however,
early man was a natural night dweller, and early developed the use of fire for
illumination, carrying on many activities after dark, when many natural
predators slept. He also hunted very
well in the dark, cleverly using all of his senses with high accuracy – the
result of learning processes that are now quite lost.
In any case, man
was not by any means exclusively a daytime creature, and fires within caves
extended activities far into the night.
It was agriculture that turned him more into a daytime rhythm, and for
some time many beliefs lingered that resulted from earlier nighttime
agricultural practices.
Many people’s
natural rhythms, then, still do incline in those directions, and they are
always kept operable as alternate rhythms for the species as a whole.
Ruburt has some
inclinations in that direction, as do many creative people, but these rhythms
are often nearly completely overlaid by culturally-learned ones. Cultures that were night-oriented appreciated
the night in a different fashion, of course, and actually utilized their
consciousnesses in ways that are almost nearly forgotten. I believe there are ancient fairy tales and
myths still surviving that speak of these underworlds, or worlds of darkness –
but they do not mean worlds of death, as is usually interpreted.
In a fashion, the intellect goes hand-in-hand with the imagination under such
conditions. It is not that man stressed
physical data less, but that he put it together differently – that in the
darkness he relied upon his inner and outer senses in a more unified
fashion. The nightly portions of your
personalities have become strangers to you – for as you identify with what you
think of as your rational intellect, then you identify it further with the
daytime hours, with the objective world that becomes visible in the morning,
with the clear-cut physical objects that are then before your view.
In those times,
however, man identified more with his intuitive self, and with his imagination,
and these to some extent more than now, directed the uses to which he put
his intellect.
This meant, of
course, a language that was in its way more precise than your own, for concepts
were routinely expressed that described the vast complexity of subjective as
well as objective events. There were
myriad relationships, for example, impossible now to describe, between a person
and his or her dream selves, and between the dream selves of all the members of
the tribe. Particularly in warmer
climates, man was naturally nocturnal, and did a good deal of his sleeping and
dreaming in the daytime.
You must
remember, of course, that the use of clocks is a fairly recent phenomenon. Men thought in terms of rhythms of the time,
or of flowing time, not of time in sections that were arbitrary. So as far as creaturehood is concerned, you
have adapted to a time environment that you yourselves have formed. Creative people, again, are often aware of
those connections, at least at certain levels, and Ruburt in particular has
always felt that way to some extent. You
have largely buried your own natural feelings in that direction.
The sessions from
the beginning were based upon the natural flow of Ruburt’s energy, taking advantage
of it in such a fashion.
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