dreams, evolution, value fulfillment: Session 895
For many
centuries the structure of the Roman Catholic church held [Western]
civilization together, and gave it its meanings and its precepts. Those meanings and precepts flowed through
the entire society, and served as the basis for all of the established modes of
knowledge, commerce, medicine, science, and so forth.
The church’s
view of reality was the accepted one. I
cannot stress too thoroughly the fact that the beliefs of those times
structured individual human living, so that the most private events of personal
lives were interpreted to mean thus and so, as were of course the events of
nations, plants, and animals. The
world’s view was a religious one, specified by the church, and its word was truth
and fact at the same time.
Illness was
suffered, was sent by God to purge the soul, to cleanse the body, to punish the
sinner, or simply to teach man his place by keeping him from the sins of
pride. Suffering sent by God was
considered a fact of life, then, and a religious truth as well.
Some other
civilizations have believed that illness was sent by demons or evil spirits,
and that the world was full of good and bad spirits, invisible, intermixed with
the elements of nature itself, and that man had to walk a careful line lest he
upset the more dangerous or mischievous of those entities. In man’s history there have been all kinds of
incantations, meant to mollify the evil spirits that man believed were real in
fact and in religious truth.
It is easy
enough to look at those belief structures and shrug your shoulders, wondering
at man’s distorted views of reality. The
entire scientific view of illness, however, is quite as distorted. It is as laboriously conceived and interwound
with “nonsense”. It is about as factual
as the “fact” that God sends illness as punishment, or that illness is the
unwanted gift of mischievous demons.
Churchmen of the
Middle Ages could draw diagrams of various portions of the human body that were
afflicted as the result of indulging in particular sins. Logical minds at one time found those
diagrams quite convincing, and patients with certain afflictions in certain
areas of the body would confess to having committed the various sins that were
involved. The entire structure of
beliefs made sense within itself. A man
might be born deformed or sickly because of the sins of his father.
The scientific
framework is basically, now, just as senseless, though within it the
facts often seem to prove themselves out, also.
There are viruses, for example.
Your beliefs become self-evident realities. It would be impossible to discuss human
suffering without taking that into consideration. Ideas are transmitted from generation to
generation – and those ideas are the carriers of all of your reality,
its joys and its agonies. Science,
however, is all in all a poor healer.
The church’s concepts at least gave suffering a kind of dignity: It did come from God – an unwelcome
gift, perhaps – but after all it was punishment handed out from a firm father
for a child’s own good.
Science
disconnected fact from religious truth, of course. In a universe formed by chance, with the
survival of the fittest as the main rule of good behavior, illness became
a kind of crime against the species itself. It meant you were unfit, and hence brought
about all kinds of questions not seriously asked before.
Did those
“genetically inferior”, for example, have the right to reproduce? Illness was thought to come like a storm, the
result of physical forces against which the individual had little
recourse. The “new” Freudian ideas of
the unsavory unconscious led further to a new dilemma, for it was then – as it
is now – widely believed that as the result of experiences in infancy the
subconscious, or unconscious, might very well sabotage the best interests of
the conscious personality, and trick it into illness and disaster.
In a way, that
concept puts a psychological devil in place of the metaphysical one. If life itself is seen scientifically as
having no real meaning, then suffering, of course, must be seen as
meaningless. The individual became a
victim of chance insofar as his birth, the events of his life, and his death
are concerned. Illness becomes his most
direct encounter with the seeming meaninglessness of personal existence.
You affect the
structure of your body through your thoughts.
If you believe in heredity, heredity itself becomes a strong suggestive
factor in your life, and can help bring about the precise malady in the body that
you believed was there all along, until finally your scientific instruments
uncover the “faulty mechanism”, or whatever, and there is evidence for all to
see.
There are
obviously some conditions that in your terms are inherited, showing
themselves almost instantly after birth, but these are of a very limited number
in proportion to those diseases you believe are hereditary – many cancers,
heart problems, arthritic or rheumatoid disorders. And in many cases of inherited difficulties,
changes could be effected for the better, through the utilization of other
mental methods that we will certainly get to someday.
There are as
many kinds of suffering as there are kinds of joy, and there is no one
simple answer that can be given. As
human creatures, you accept the conditions of life. You create from those conditions the
experiences of your days. You are born
into belief systems as you are born into physical centuries, and part of the
entire picture is the freedom of interpreting the experiences of life in
multitudinous fashions. The meaning,
nature, dignity or shame of suffering will be interpreted according to your
systems of belief. I hope to give you
along the way a picture of reality that puts suffering in its proper
perspective, but it is a most difficult subject to cover because it touches
most deeply upon your hopes for yourselves and for mankind, and your fears for
yourselves and for mankind.
You have taught
yourselves to be aware of and to follow only certain portions of your own
consciousness, so that mentally you consider certain subjects taboo. Thoughts of death and suffering are among
those. In a species geared above all to
the survival of the fittest, and the competition among species, then any touch
of suffering or pain, or thoughts of death, become dishonorable, biologically
shameful, cowardly, nearly insane. Life
is to be pursued at all costs – not because it is innately meaningful,
but because it is the only game going, and it is a game of chance at best. One life is all you have, and that one is
everywhere beset by the threat of illness, disaster, and war – and if you
escape such drastic circumstances, then you are still left with a life that is
the result of no more than lifeless elements briefly coming into a
consciousness and vitality that is bound to end.
In that
framework, even the emotions of love and exaltation are seen as no more than
the erratic activity of neurons firing, or of chemicals reacting to
chemicals. Those beliefs alone bring on
suffering. All of science, in your time,
has been set up to promote beliefs that run in direct contradiction to the
knowledge of man’s heart. Science has,
you have noted, denied emotional truth.
It is not simply that science denies the validity of emotional
experience, but that it has believed so firmly that knowledge can only be
acquired from the outside, from observing the exterior of nature.
I spoke about
the quality of life, and it is true to say that in at least many centuries
past, if men and women may have died earlier, they also lived lives of fuller,
more satisfying quality – and I do not want to be misinterpreted in that
direction.
Now, it is also
true that in some of its aspects religion has glorified suffering, elevated it
to [be] one of the prime virtues – and it has degraded it at other times,
seeing the ill as possessed by devils, or seeing the insane as less than
human. So, there are many issues
involved.
Science,
however, seeing the body as a mechanism, has promoted the idea that consciousness
is trapped within a mechanical model, that man’s suffering is mechanically
caused in that regard: You simply give the machine some better parts and all
will be well. Science also operates as
magic, of course, so on some occasions the belief in science itself will
seemingly work miracles: The new heart will give a man new heart, for example.
Illness is used as
part of man’s motivations. What I mean is
that there is no human motivation that may not at some time be involved with illness,
for often it is a means to a desired end – a method of achieving something a person
thinks may not be achieved otherwise.
One man might use
it to achieve success. One might use it to
achieve failure. A person might use it as
a means of showing pride or humility, of looking for attention or escaping it. Illness is often another mode of expression, but
nowhere does science mention that illness might have its purpose, or its groups
of purposes, and I do not mean that the purposes themselves are necessarily derogatory.
Illnesses are often misguided attempts to
attain something the person thinks important. [Sickness] can be a badge of honor or dishonor
– but there can be no question, when you look at the human picture, that to a certain
extent, but an important one, suffering not only has its purposes and uses, but
is actively sought for one reason or another.
Most people do not
seek out suffering’s extreme experience, but within those extremes there are multitudinous
degrees of stimuli that could be considered painful, that are actively sought. Man’s involvement in sports is an instant example,
of course, where society’s rewards and the promise of spectacular bodily achievement
lead athletes into activities that would be considered most painful by the ordinary
individual. People climb mountains, willingly
undergoing a good bit of suffering in the pursuit of such goals.
I do not want any
of this to appear too simplistic, but we must begin somewhere in this kind of discussion
… This is far from the entire story [of illness], but it is enough for this evening’s
saga.
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