Private Session 10 September 1979
The two of you
thought of yourselves specifically as a writer – or rather a poet – and an
artist before your sessions began. I
would like to clear up some important points.
You identified,
primarily now, as a poet and an artist because those designations, up to that
time, seemed most closely to fit your abilities and temperaments. Ruburt’s writing set him apart. Your painting set you apart. These were recognizable, tangible proofs of
creativity. You therefore identified
with elements, characteristics, and traditions that seemed to suit you best.
To some extent
you had your own niches, recognizable by society even if they were relatively
unusual. You did not know that there was
a deeper, older, or richer tradition – a more ancient heritage – to which you
belonged, because you found no hint of it in your society. It seemed at different times since our
sessions began that there were disruptive conflicts. For example: Was Ruburt a writer or was he a
psychic? Were you an artist, or weren’t
you? What about the writing you did –
both for our books, and the writing that you sometimes plan to do on your own?
Those kinds of
conflicts can only exist in a society in which the entire concept of creativity
is segmented, in which the creative processes are often seen as inner assembly
lines leading to specific products: a society in which the very nature of
creativity itself is largely ignored unless its “products” serve specific ends.
Ruburt was
correct … about the poet’s long-forgotten abilities, and his role. Ruburt has been a poet all of the time
in the most profound meaning of that term.
For the poet did not simply string words together, but sent out a syntax
of consciousness, using rhythm and the voice, rhyme and refrain as methods to
form steps up which his own consciousness could rush.
Early artists
hoped to understand the very nature of creativity itself as they tried to mimic
earth’s forms. Poetry and painting were
both functional in ways that I will describe in our next book and
“esthetic”, but poetry and painting have always involved primarily man’s
attempt to understand himself and his world.
The original functions of art – meaning poetry and painting here
specifically – have been largely forgotten.
The true artist in those terms was always primarily – in your terms
again – a psychic or a mystic.
His specific art
was both his method of understanding his own creativity and a way of exploring
the vast creativity of the universe – and also served as a container or
showcase that displayed his knowledge as best he could.
That is the
heritage that both of you follow, and have followed faithfully. It has an honored tradition. Also involved is, as Ruburt correctly picked
up from me, a group of accomplishments that we will call the psychological
arts. You are involved in those also.
I want you to
specifically understand that there is and can be no conflict, for example,
between your writing and painting, for in the most basic of ways they represent
different methods of exploring the meaning and the source of creativity itself.
The sessions I
give you, in usual terms, are a new extension of that creativity – but
again, that extension has an ancient heritage.
Your own writing, of course, is art.
It is also a method of perceiving and understanding creativity. It is a method of learning that redoubles
upon itself, and you are uniquely equipped to discover comprehensions from a
standpoint that is most unusual.
Explore, for
example, your own feelings toward me: whether or not they have changed through
the years, how much I seem to be myself, or part Jane, or part Ruburt, or part
you, or part Joseph, or whatever.
Realizing that you are in the position you wanted to be [in], and
realizing that your abilities are not in conflict with each other, nor you with
them, will automatically fulfill and develop all of those abilities, in a new
kind of overall creativity that is itself beyond specifics.
When Ruburt
begins to trust himself, as he has, the physical armor loosens. The creative abilities become even more
available, hence his new creativity, and the new physical steps he has taken. They all go together.
He believed in
the specific nature of the creative self, so that it could only be trusted in
certain areas. He believed he needed
strong mental barriers as well as physical ones, set up against his own
spontaneity. He is beginning to
understand that the spontaneous and creative aspects of personality are the
life-giving ones. They can and must be
trusted. He knows now he does not have
to slow down, and that relaxation leads to motion.
He did indeed
pick up from me a partial list of the subject matters to be covered in
our new book – which will be called Dreams,
“Evolution”, and Value Fulfillment.
The book will
necessarily of course include much material on the true nature of creativity
and its uses and misuses by civilizations.
You do not have to fight to trust the thrust of your own life. That thrust is always meant to lead you
toward your own best fulfillment, in a way that will benefit the species as
well.
When you trust
the thrust of your own life, you are always supported. Tell Ruburt that.
I want you both,
then, to understand that in the greater light of creativity, understanding its
true meaning, you have taken the right course, and therefore drop from your
minds any lingering ideas of conflict and doubt. Such a stand will automatically clear up all
problems involving things like taxes, sex roles, or whatever – on both your
parts.
You (both) are
studying the nature of creativity as few others have done or can do – and that
is bound to make possible new creative frameworks, and to offer new solutions
to situations that cause difficulty within smaller frameworks.
Session 881
This book will
be my most ambitious project thus far.
It may be said
by some that any book at all is an ambitious endeavor, when it originates from
a psychological source so far divorced from your ordinary ideas of
creativity. It is one thing, for
example, for a physical writer to produce a manuscript – and even that kind of
creativity involves vast and hidden psychological maneuvers that never appear
in the manuscript itself.
As most of my
readers know, I make no claims of now having a physical personhood. I do claim an independent reality at another
level of existence. My status and
origins seem strange only because you have understood so little about your own
origins. I am beginning this book this
evening. I have already given the title,
and at another level of consciousness Jane Roberts was able to perceive some glimpses
of some of the subject matter that will be included here. So far, however, physically there is only the
page of paper upon which Robert Butts is writing down these words I speak.
Someday, in
terms of time, there will be a thick book.
Although the manuscript does not yet exist in a physical book, the book
itself, the ideas and words, are in the most important fashions quite real
now. Certain qualities are implied in
all kinds of creativity that are generally overlooked, and so they are not
apparent. The kind of creative
procedures we are involved in can serve to bring some of those qualities to
light, and to shed illumination upon many aspects of the human psyche that
usually remain hidden.
I speak through
Ruburt – or through Jane Roberts, if you prefer. Ruburt has his own creative abilities, and
uses them well, and it is to a large extent because of those abilities that our
contact first took place (in December
1963). Scientists like to say that
if you look outward at the universe, you look backward in time. That statement is only partially true. When you move inward through the psyche,
however, you do begin to thrust, in your terms, “backward” toward the origins
of existence. Your creative abilities do
not simply allow you to paint pictures, to tell or write stories, to create
sculpture or architecture. They do not
simply provide you with a basis for your religions, sciences, and civilizations. They are your contact with the source of
existence itself.
They provide the
power that allows you to form a belief system to begin with.
While you
believe that consciousness somehow emerges from dead matter, you will never
understand yourselves, and you will always be looking for the point at which
life took on form. You will always have
to wonder about a kind of mechanical birth of the universe – and it will indeed
seem as if your own world was made up of the spare parts that somehow fell
together in just such a fashion so that life later emerged.
You are filled
with questions about when and where the various species appeared, and how the
rocks were formed, when some reptiles grew wings, when some fish emerged from
the oceans and learned to breathe air, and you are bound to wonder what
happened in the times in between.
How many
reptiles tried for wings, for example, and failed, or could not fly – or how
many millions of reptiles did it take, and how many trials, before the first
triumphant bird flew above the landscape?
How many fish died with only half-formed lungs, who were too far from
the water’s edge to dip again beneath the waves? Or how many fish flopped backward to the
water, finding themselves in such an in-between stage that they could no longer
live in the water nor breathe the air?
So in those
terms, how many water dwellers died before the first mammal stood securely with
fully completed lungs, breathing earth’s early air?
In this book,
then, we will look at the origin of the universe, the origin of the species,
the origin of life from another viewpoint.
This viewpoint will, I hope, provide another framework through which you
can understand and study physical reality, your part in it, and sense the
immense creative complexity that unites each individual with the source of
consciousness itself.
To do this, I
hope to explore a more meaningful concept of evolution – and that concept must involve
a discussion of subjective reality and its effect upon the “evolution” of man’s
consciousness.
The universe did
not originate from what you like to think of as an external, objectified
source. Your own physical body provides
you with sturdy corporal images, exterior presentations. Your dreams do not suddenly appear
exteriorized upon your images in place of your features, for
example. They remain hidden. Your dreams appear on the interior screen of
your mind.
I never want any
of my remarks to be construed in such a fashion that it seems I am in any way
negating the fullness, validity, and magnificence of physical existence. I do want to point out, however, that a state
you usually call dreaming is but a dim indication of an inner reality of
events, an inner order of events from which the physical world emerges. I hope to show how the nature of dreams has
helped shape man’s consciousness. I hope
to show that consciousness forms the environment, and not the other way
around.
I hope to show
that all species are motivated by what I call value fulfillment, in
which each seeks to enhance the quality of life for itself and for all other species
at the same time.
This further
unites all species in a cooperative venture that has remained largely invisible
because of beliefs projected outward upon the world by both your sciences and
religions, generally speaking. All of
your grandest civilizations have existed first in the world of dreams. You might say that the universe dreamed
itself into being.
Generally
speaking, the states of waking and sleeping are the only levels of consciousness
with which you have been primarily concerned. It seems to you that this is the result of your
evolutionary progress – but there have been civilizations upon the earth that specialized
in the use of many focuses of consciousness, as for example you are focused upon
the use of tools.
Dreams can be
highly specific. They can be used to
provide sources of information. I hope
to show their practical importance, both as a part of man’s “evolutionary
development” and their possibilities in what you think of as modern life. The answers are where you have least looked
for them. The universe is still being
created, even as each person is in each moment.
Chapter 1: Before the Beginning
Session 882
The universe
will begin yesterday. The universe began
tomorrow. Both of these statements are
quite meaningless. The tenses are wrong,
and perhaps your time sense is completely outraged. Yet the statement: The universe began in some
distant past”, is, in basic terms, just as meaningless.
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