Dreams, Evolution, Value Fulfillment Session 883
You cannot prove
scientifically that [your] world was created by a god who set it into motion,
but remained outside of its dominion.
Nor can you prove scientifically that the creation of the world
was the result of a chance occurrence – so you will not be able to prove what I
am going to tell you either. Not in
usual terms.
I hope however
to present, along with my explanations, certain hints and clues that will show
you where to look for subjective evidence.
You live your
lives through your own subjective knowing, to begin with, and I will try to
arouse within your own consciousnesses memories of events with which your own
inner psyches were intimately involved as the world was formed – and though
these may appear to be past events, they are even now occurring.
Before the
beginning of the universe, we will postulate the existence of an omnipotent,
creative source. We will hope to show
that this divine subjectivity is as present in the world of your experience as
it was before the beginning of the universe.
Again, I refer to this original subjectivity as All That Is. I am making an attempt to verbalize concepts
that almost defy the edges of the intellect, unless that intellect is
thoroughly reinforced by the intuition’s strength. So, you will need to use your mind and your
own intuitions as you read this book.
All That Is,
before the beginning contained within itself the infinite thrust of all possible
creations. All That Is possessed a
creativity of such magnificence that its slightest imaginings, dreams,
thoughts, feelings or moods attained a kind of reality, a vividness, an
intensity, that almost demanded freedom.
Freedom from what? Freedom to do
what? Freedom to be what?
The experience,
the subjective universe, the “mind” of All That Is, was so brilliant, so
distinct, that All That Is almost became lost, mentally wandering within this
ever-flourishing, ever growing landscape.
Each thought, feeling, dream, or mood was itself indelibly marked with
all of the attributes of this infinite subjectivity. Each glowed and quivered with its own
creativity.
Before the
beginning there existed an interior universe that had no beginning or ending,
for I am using the term “before the beginning” to make matters easier for you
to assimilate. (That same infinite
interior universe exists now, for example.)
All That Is
contained within itself the knowledge of all existences, with their infinite
probabilities, and “as soon as” All That Is imagined those numberless
circumstances, they existed in what I will call divine fact.
All That Is knew
of itself only. It was engrossed with
its own subjective experiences, even divinely astonished as its own thoughts
and imaginings attained their own vitality, and inherited the creativity of
their subjective creator. [Those
thoughts and imaginings] began to have a dialogue with their “Maker”.
Thoughts of such
magnificent vigor began to think their own thoughts – and their
thoughts, thought thoughts. As if in
divine astonishment and surprise, All That Is began to listen, and began to
respond to these “generations” of thoughts and dreams, for the thoughts and
dreams related to each other also. There
was no time, so all of this “was happening” simultaneously. The order of events is being simplified. In the meantime, then, in your terms, All
That Is spontaneously thought new thoughts and dreamed new dreams, and became
involved in new imaginings – and all of these also related to those
now-infinite generations of interweaving and interrelating thoughts and dreams
that “already” existed.
So, beside this
spontaneous creation, this simultaneous “stream” of divine rousing, All That Is
began to watch the interactions that occurred among his own subjective
progeny. He listened, began to respond
and to answer a thought or a dream. He
began to purposefully bring about those mental conditions that were requested
by these generations of mental progeny.
If he had been lonely before, he was no longer.
Your language
causes some difficulty here, so please accept the pronoun “he” as innocuously
as possible. “It” sounds too neutral for
my purpose, and I want to reserve the pronoun “she” for some later
differentiations. In basic terms, of
course, All That Is is quite beyond any designations having to do with any one
species or sex. All That Is, then, began
to feel a growing sense of pressure as it realized that its own
ever-multiplying thoughts and dreams themselves yearned to enjoy those greater
gifts of creativity with which they were innately endowed.
It is very
difficult to try to assign anything like human motivation to All That Is. I can only say that it is possessed by “the
need” to lovingly create from its own being; to lovingly transform its own
reality in such a way that each most slight probable consciousness can come to
be; and with the need to see that any and all possible orchestrations of
consciousness have the chance to emerge, to perceive and to love.
We will later
discuss the fuller connotations of the word “love” as it is meant here, but
this chapter is a kind of outline of other material to come.
All That Is,
then, became aware of a kind of creative tumult as each of its superlative
thoughts and dreams, moods and feelings, strained at the very edges of their
beings, looking for some then-unknown, undiscovered, as of then unthought-of
release. I am saying that this mental
progeny included all of the consciousnesses that [have] ever appeared or will
appear upon your earth – all tenderly couched: the first human being, the first
insect – each with an inner knowledge of the possibilities of its
development. All That Is, loving its own
progeny, sought within itself the answer to this divine dilemma.
When that answer
came, it involved previously unimaginable leaps of divine inspiration, and it
occurred thusly: All That Is searched through the truly infinite assortment of
its incredible progeny to see what conditions were needed for this even more
magnificent dream, this dream of a freedom of objectivity. What door could open to let physical reality
emerge from such an inner realm? When
All That Is, in your terms, put all of those conditions together it saw, of
course, in a flash, the mental creation of those objective worlds that would be
needed – and as it imagined those worlds, in your terms, they were physically
created.
[All That Is]
did not separate itself from those worlds, however, for they were created from
its thoughts, and each one has divine content.
The worlds are all created by that divine content, so that while they
are on the one hand exterior, they are on the other also made of divine stuff,
and each hypothetical point in your universe is in direct contact with All That
Is in the most basic terms. The
knowledge of the whole is within all of its parts – and yet All That Is is more
than its parts.
Divine
subjectivity is indeed infinite. It can
never be entirely objectified. When the
worlds, yours and others, were thus created, there was indeed an explosion of
unimaginable proportions, as the divine spark of inspiration exploded into
objectivity.
The first
“object” was an almost unendurable mass, though it had no weight, and it
exploded, instantly beginning processes that formed the universe – but no time
was involved. The process that you might
imagine took up eons occurred in the twinkling of an eye, and the initial
objective materialization of the massive thought of All That Is burst into reality. In your terms this was a physical explosion –
but in the terms of the consciousness involved in that breakthrough, this was
experienced as a triumphant “first” inspirational frenzy, a breakthrough into
another kind of being.
The earth then,
appeared as consciousness, transformed itself into the many facets of
nature. The atoms and molecules were alive,
aware – they were no longer simply a part of a divine syntax, but they
spoke themselves through the very nature of their being. They became the living, aware vowels and
syllables through which consciousness could form matter.
But in your
terms this was still largely a dream world, though it was fully fashioned. It had, generally speaking, all of the
species that you now know. These all
correlated with the multitudinous kinds of consciousnesses that had clamored
for release, and those consciousnesses were spontaneously endowed by All That
Is with those forms that fit their requirements. You had the birth of individualized
consciousness as you think of it into physical context. Those consciousnesses were
individualized before the beginning, but not manifest. But individualized consciousness was not
quite all that bold. It did not attach
itself completely to its earthly forms at the start, but rested often within
its “ancient” divine heritage. In your
terms, it is as if the earth and all of its creatures were partially dreaming,
and not as focused within physical reality as they are now.
For one thing,
while individualized consciousness was within the massive subjectivity of All
That Is, it enjoyed, beside its own uniqueness, a feeling of supporting unity,
a comforting knowledge that it was one with its source. So, in the beginning of [your] world,
consciousness fluctuated greatly, focusing gently at the start, but not
quite as willing to be as fully independent as its first intent might seem.
You had the
sleepwalkers, early members of your species, whose main concentration was still
veiled in that earlier subjectivity, and they were your true ancestors, in
those terms.
For one thing,
early man needed to rely upon his great inner knowledge.
All of the
species began by emphasizing a great subjective orientation that was most
necessary as they learned to manipulate within the new physical environment.
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