Nature of the Psyche Session 798
Your next
question is easy to anticipate, of course, for you will want to know the origin
of that “interior” universe from which I have said the exterior one ever
emerges – and here we must part company with treasured objectivity, and enter
instead a mental domain, in which it is seen that contradictions are not
errors; an inner domain large enough to contain contradictions at one level,
for at another level they are seen to be no contradictions at all.
In science as it
stands, it is necessary that self-contradictions do not arise. If a hypothesis is “proven true”, then it
cannot be proven false – or, of course, it was never true to begin with.
In those terms,
therefore, the universe either had “a Creator”, or it had none; or it came into
being as stated in the Big Bang theory, and is either constantly expanding or
it is not. Evolution exists or it does
not. As a rule, such theories are proven
“true” by the simple process of excluding anything else that seems
contradictory, and so generally your scientific theories carry the
weight of strong validity within their own frameworks.
In those frameworks you have made certain classifications that now
appear quite obvious. Common sense
upholds them, and it seems impossible to consider reality otherwise. Yet by their nature such categories structure
your experience of reality itself to such an extent that any alternate ways of
perceiving life seem not only untrustworthy, but completely impossible.
Thusly, your
classifications of various species appear to you as the only logical kinds of
divisions that could be made among living things. Quite the contrary is the case, however. That particular overall method of
separation leads to such questions as: “Which species came first, and which
came later, and how did the various species emerge – one from the other?” Those questions are further brought about by
your time classifications, without which they would be meaningless.
Your
classifications in such respects set up exterior divisions. Now these serve as quite handy reference
points, but basically speaking they in no way affect the natural experience of
those various living creatures that you refer to as “other species”.
Your
specializations work as long as you stay within the framework, though then you
must wrestle with the questions that such divisions automatically entail. It is perhaps difficult for you to realize
that these are written and verbalized categories that in no real manner tell
you anything about the actual experience of other creatures – but only note
habits, tendencies, and separations of the most exterior nature.
If your purpose
is to comprehend what other living creatures perceive, then the methods you are
using are at the best shortsighted, and at the worst they completely defeat your
purpose. For example: No matter what
information or data you receive as the result of animal experimentation or
dissection for scientific purposes, and no matter how valuable the results appear
to be, the consequences of such methods are so distorted that you comprehend less
of life than you did before.
The answers to
the origins of the universe and of the species lie, I’m afraid, in realms that
you have largely ignored – precisely in those domains that you have considered
least scientific, and in those that it appeared would yield the least
practical results.
Your present
methods will simply bring you pat, manufactured results and answers. They will satisfy neither the intellect nor the
soul. Since your universe springs from
an inner one, and since that inner one pervades each nook and cranny of your
own existence, you must look where you have not before – into the reality of
your minds and emotions. You must look
to the natural universe that you know.
You must look with your intuitions and creative instincts at the
creatures about you, seeing them not as other species with certain habits, not
as inferior properties of the earth, to be dissected, but as living examples of
the nature of the universe, in constant being and transformation.
You must study
the quality of life, dare to follow the patterns of your own thoughts and
emotions, and to ride that mobility, for in that mobility there are
hints of the origin of the universe and of the psyche. The poet’s view of the universe and of nature
is more scientific, then, than the scientist’s, for more of nature is
comprehended.
The child,
laughing with joy and awe at the sight of the first violet, understands far
more in the deepest terms than a botanist who has long since forgotten the
experience of perceiving one violet, though he has at his mental fingertips the
names and classifications of all the world’s flowers. Information is not necessarily knowledge or
comprehension.
Thoughts spring
into your mind as the objective universe swims into reality – that is, in the
same fashion. Diagramming sentences
tells you little about the spoken language, and nothing about those miraculous
physical and mental performances that allow you to speak – and so diagramming
the species of the world is, in the same way, quite divorced from any true
understanding.
The subjective
feeling of your being, your intimate experience from moment-to-moment – these possess
the same mysterious quality that it seems to you the universe possesses. You are mortal, and everywhere encounter
evidence of that mortality, and yet within its framework your feelings and
thoughts have a reality to you personally that transcends all such
classifications. You know that
physically you will die, yet each person at one time or another is secretly
sure that he or she will not meet such a fate, and that life is somewhere
eternal.
Through such
feelings the psyche breaks through all misconceptions, hinting at the nature of
the self and of the universe at once.
In a larger
level of actuality, then, there is no beginning or end to the universe, and at
that level there are no contradictions.
There is no beginning or end to the psyche, either. You may say: “Granted”, yet persist, saying: “In
our terms however, when did the world begin, and in what manner?” Yet the very attempt to place such an origin
in time makes almost any answer distorted.
The truth is
that the answers lie in your own experience.
They are implied in your own spontaneous behavior – that is, in the
wondrous activity of your bodies and minds.
You walk quite
well without having at your fingertips any conscious knowledge of the inner
mechanism’s activity. You may have been
told, or you may have read about the body’s anatomy, and the interaction of its
parts. Yet whether or not you have such
information, you walk quite as well.
Such data therefore do not help your walking performance any.
For that matter,
an athlete may have a great zest for motion and an impatience with reading,
caring not what within the body makes it move as long as its performance is
superb – while an invalid with great book knowledge about all of the body’s
parts is quite unable to physically perform in a normal manner.
Your body knows
how to walk. The knowledge is built-in
and acted upon. The body knows how to
heal itself, how to use its nourishment, how to replace its tissues, yet in
your terms the body itself has no access to the kind of information the
mind possesses. Being so ignorant, how
does it perform so well?
If it were
scientifically inclined, the body would know that such spontaneous performance
was impossible, for science cannot explain the reality of life itself in its
present form, much less its origins.
Consciousness
within the body knows that its existence is within the body’s context, and apart
from it at the same time. In ordinary
life during the day consciousness often takes a recess, so to speak – it daydreams,
or otherwise experiences itself as somewhat apart from the body’s reality. At night, in sleep, the self’s consciousness
takes longer, freer recesses from physical reality, and does this as
spontaneously as the body itself walks.
These experiences are not hypothetical.
They happen to each person. On
such occasions, each person is to some extent aware of a kind of comprehension
that is not dependent upon the accumulation of data, but of a deeper kind of
experience and direct encounter with the reality from which the world emerges.
This is the kind
of wordless knowledge the body possesses, that brings forth your
physical motion and results in the spectacular preciseness of bodily response. It is, then, highly practical. In your terms, the same force that formed the
world forms your subjective reality now, and is a source of the natural
universe.
Exploring those
realities lovingly will bring you into direct contact with inner dimensions of
your being, providing intuitive understandings that are of greatest import.
The motion of
the universe appears in the motion of your own intimate experience, and in that
seemingly most nebulous area the answers will be found.
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