Unknown Reality, Session 725
This book is
concerned with the nature of the unknown reality, and the ways in which it can
become known.
In this section,
therefore, I have outlined various experiments or exercises for the
reader. These will certainly lead you to
form your own versions of the exercises given, or will open your mind so that
spontaneously, in your own way, you become aware of events that were literally
invisible to you before.
You may find
some of your most cherished conceptions to be misconceptions in the
light of your new experiences. Since
explorations are highly personal, you will most likely begin them from the
framework of your current beliefs.
Symbols may be utilized and these may change their meaning for you as
you progress. The symbols may evolve,
therefore. In the beginning of this work
I “warned” the reader that here in these sessions we would go beyond ideas of
one god and one self. I stated that your
ideas of personhood would be expanded.
As “Unknown” Reality is being
produced Ruburt and Joseph are having their own experiences, and uncovering the
nature of the unknown reality as it applies to them.
Joseph recently
had an experience that disturbed him, simply because it was difficult to
interpret even in the light of his understanding about the nature of the
self. You cannot explore the nature of
reality, hoping to discover its unknown aspects, if you insist that those
aspects correspond with the known ones.
So Joseph allowed himself some freedom – and then was almost scandalized
with the results.
His experience
appeared to imply that his father’s identity had so much mobility, and so many
possibilities for development, that the very idea of identity seemed to
lose its boundaries.
First of all, in
your terms “pure” identity has no form.
You speak of one self within one body because you are only familiar with
one portion of yourself. You suppose
that all personhood in one way or another must have an equivalent of a human
form, spiritual or otherwise, to “inhabit”.
Identity itself
is composed of pure energy. It takes up
no space. It takes up no time. I said that there are invisible particles
that can appear in more than one place simultaneously. So can identity. Atoms and molecules build blocks of matter,
in your terms, even while the atoms and molecules remain separate. The table between Joseph and myself does not
feel invaded by the invisible particles that compose it. For that matter, if you will forgive
me for that old pun, the atoms and molecules that form the table today did not
have anything to do with the table five years ago – though the table appeared
the same then as now.
In the same way,
quite separate identities can merge with others in a give-and-take gestalt, in
which the overall intent is as clear as the shape of the table. To some extent Joseph was perceiving that
kind of inner psychic organization.
In your terms
the earth at any given time represents the most exquisite physical, spiritual,
and psychic cooperation, in which all consciousnesses are related and
contribute to the overall reality.
Physically, this is somewhat understood.
It is difficult
to explain on spiritual and psychic levels without speaking in terms of gradations
of identity, for example, but in your terms even the smallest “particle” of
identity is inviolate. It may grow,
develop or expand, change alliances or organizations, and it does combine with
others even as cells do. Your body does
not feel as if you invade it. Your
consciousness and its consciousness are merged; yet it is composed of the
multitudinous individual consciousnesses that form the tiniest physical
particles within it. What was physically
a part of you last year is not today.
Physically, you are a different person.
Put simply, the stuff of the body is constantly returned to the earth,
where it forms again into physical actualization – but always differently.
In somewhat the
same way your identity changes constantly, even while you retain your sense of
permanence. That sense of
permanence rides upon endless changes – it is actually dependent upon
those physical, spiritual, and psychic changes.
In your terms, for example, if they did not occur constantly your body
would die. The cells, again, are not
simply minute, handy, unseen particles that happen to compose your organs. They also possess consciousness of their
own. That [kind of] consciousness unites
all physical matter.
There is indeed
a communication existing that joins all of nature, an inner web work, so that
each part of the earth knows what its other parts are doing. Cells are organizations, ever-changing,
forming and unforming.
Cells compose
natural forms. An identity is not a thing
of a certain size or shape that must always appear in one given way. It is a unit of consciousness ever itself and
inviolate while still free to form other organizations, enter other
combinations in which all other units also decide to play a part. As there are different shapes to physical
objects, then, so identity can take different shapes – and basically those
forms are far more rich and diverse than the variety of physical objects.
You speak about
the chromosomes. Your scientists write
about heredity, buried and coded in the genes, blueprints for an identity not
yet formed. But there are psychic
blueprints, so to speak, wherein each identity knows of its “history”; and
taking any given line of development, projects that history. The potential of such an identity is far
greater, however, than can ever be expressed through any physical one-line
kind of development.
Identities,
then, do send out “strands of consciousness” into as many realities as
possible, so that all versions of any given identity have the potential to
develop in as many ways as possible.
You, as you
think of yourself, may have trouble following such concepts, just as you would
have trouble trying to follow the “future” reality of the cells within your
body at this moment. You must understand
that in greater terms there is no big and small. There is not a giant identity and a pygmy
one. Each identity is inviolate. Each also unites with others while
maintaining its individuality and developing its own potential.
A mountain
exists. It is composed of rocks and
trees, grass and hills, and in your terms of time you can look at it, see it as
such, give it a name, and ignore its equally independent parts. Without those parts the mountain would not
exist. It is not invaded by the trees or
rocks that compose it, and while trees grow and die the mountain itself, at
least in your terms of time, exists despite the changes. It is also dependent upon the
changes. In a manner of speaking, your
own identities as you think of them are dependent upon the same kinds of living
organizations of consciousness.
Let us look at
it differently. People who read
so-called “occult” literature may consider me “an old soul”, like a
mountain. In grand ancient fashion above
other homey village-like souls, I have my own identity. Yet that identity is composed of other
identities, each independent, as the mountain is composed of its rocks and
could not exist without them, even while it rises up so grandly above the
plain. My understanding rests upon what
I am, as the mountain’s heights rest upon what it is. I do not feel invaded by the selves or
identities that compose me, nor do they feel invaded by me – any more
than the trees, rocks, and grass would resent the mountain shape into which
they have grown.
The top of the
mountain can “see further”: Its view takes in the entire countryside. So I can look into your reality, as the top
of the mountain can look down to the plain and the village. The mountain peak and the village are equally
legitimate.
Let us look at
this again in another way.
Your thinking
mind, as you consider it, is the top of your mountain. In certain terms you can see “more” than your
cells can, though they are also conscious of their realities. Were it not for their lives you would not be
at the top of your psychological mountain.
Even the trees at the highest tip of the hillside send sturdy roots into
the ground, and receive from it nourishment and vitality – and there is a great
give-and-take between the smallest sapling in the foothills and the most
ancient pine. No single blade of grass
dies but that it affects the entire mountain.
The energy within the grass sinks into the earth, and in your terms is
again reborn. Trees, rocks, and grass
constantly exchange places as energy changes form.
Water rushes
down the hillside into the valley, and there is constant give-and-take between
the village below, say, or the meadows, and the mountain. So there is the same kind of transformation,
change, and cooperation between all identities.
You can draw the lines where you will for convenience’s sake, but each
identity retains its individuality and inviolate nature even while it
constantly changes.
Trees bear
seeds. Some fall nearby. Others are carried by the wind some distances
into areas that the tree itself, for all of its height, could not perceive.
The tree does
not feel less, itself, because it brings forth such seeds. So identities throw off seeds of themselves
in somewhat the same fashion. These may
grow up in quite different environments.
Their realities in no way threaten the identity of the “parent”. Identities have free choice, so they will
pick their environments or birthplaces.
Because a tree
is physical, physical properties will be involved, and the seeds will mature
following certain general principles or characteristics. Atoms and molecules will sometimes form
trees; sometimes they will become parts of couches. They will form people or ants or blades of
grass, yet in each of these ventures they will also retain their own sense of
identity. They combine to form cells and
organs, and through all of these events they obtain different kinds of
experience.
Physically
speaking, and generally, your body is composed of grasses and ants and rocks
and beasts and birds, for in one way or another all biological matter is
related. In certain terms, through
your experience, birds and rocks speak alphabets – and certain portions of
your own being fly or creep as birds or insects, forming the great gestalt
of physical experience. It is
fashionable to say: “You are what you eat”; that, for example, “You must not
eat meat because you are killing the animals, and this is wrong”. But in deeper terms, physically and
biologically, the animals are born from the body of the earth, which is
composed of the corpses of men and women as much as it is of other matter. The animals consume you, then, as
often as you consume them, and they are as much a part of your humanity as you
are a part of their so called animal nature.
The constant
interchange that exists biologically means that the same physical stuff that
composes a man or a woman may be dispersed, and later form a toad, a starfish,
a dog or a flower. It may be distributed
into numberless different forms. That arithmetic
of consciousness is not annihilated. It
is multiplied and not divided.
Reminiscent within each form is the consciousness of all the other
combinations, all of the other alliances, as identity continually forms new
creative endeavors and gestalts of relatedness.
There is no discrimination, no prejudice.
When you eat,
you must eliminate through your bowels.
That resulting matter eventually returns to the earth, where it helps
form all other living things. The “dead”
matter – the residue of a bird, the sloughed-off cells – these things are not
then used by other birds (though they may be occasionally), but by men and
women. There is no rule that says your
discarded cellular material can be used only by your own species. Yet in your terms any identity, no matter how
“minute”, retains itself and its identity through many forms and alliances of
organizations.
Through such
strands of consciousness all of your world is related. Your own identity sends out strands of itself
constantly, then. These mix psychically
with other strands, as physically atoms and molecules are interchanged. So there are different organizations of
identity in which you play a part.
Ruburt is
connected with me in that manner. He is
also connected with any ant in the backyard in the same way. Yet I retain my identity, the ant retains its
identity, and Ruburt retains his.
But one could not exist without the other two – for in greater terms the
reality of any one of the three presupposes the existence of the others.
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