Personal Reality, Session 662
Most criminals, in
or out of prison, share a sense of powerlessness and a feeling of resentment
because of it. Therefore they seek to
reassure themselves that they are indeed powerful through antisocial acts,
often of violence.
They desire to be
strong, then while believing in a lack of personal strength. They have been conditioned, and furthermore
have conditioned themselves, to believe that they must fight for any
benefits. Aggression becomes a method of
survival. Since they believe so strongly
in the power of others, and in their own relative powerlessness, they feel
forced into aggressive actions almost as preventive measures against
greater violence that will be done against them.
They feel isolated
and alone, unappreciated, filled with rage which is being constantly expressed
– in many cases, though not all – through a steady series of minor social
crimes. This applies whether or not
major crimes are committed; so the simple expression of aggression without understanding
does not help.
In the case of
criminals and their belief systems, aggression has a positive value. It becomes a condition for survival. Many other characteristics that might
mitigate such behavior are minimized, and can be seen as dangerous to
them.
Session 663
You isolate the
criminal element, therefore, in an environment in which any compensations are
refused. The entire framework of a
prison – with its bars – is a constant reminder to the convict of his
situation, and reinforces his original difficulty.
Any normal home life
is denied him; and along with the overall concentration upon the problem at
hand, all other stimuli is purposely held to a minimum. In their ways, the warden and guards
subscribe to the same set of beliefs as that held by their prisoners – the idea
of force and power is accentuated on both sides, and each believes the other
its enemy.
The guards are
certain that the incarcerated are the dregs of earth and must be held down at
all costs. Both sides accept the concept
of human aggression and violence as a method of survival. The prisoners’ energies are usually used in
boring, innocuous tasks, even though some attempt is made to provide vocational
training in many institutions.
Both prisoners and
officials, however, take it for granted that most of those now behind bars will
return time and time again. The confined
project their personal problems out upon the society. Society returns the “favor”. In the same way individuals often think of
certain characteristics as animal or evil, and attempt to isolate those
portions from other areas of their own activity. Power or the lack of it, and the attitudes
surrounding either mode, are often involved.
Remember Augustus,
in the case mentioned earlier in this book.
(See Chapter Six, and the 633rd
session in Chapter Eight.) Augustus
felt powerless, considering power in terms of aggression and violence,
so he isolated that portion of himself from himself and projected it into a
“second self”. Only when this second
self became operative could he display any power. Because his basic concept held aggressiveness
and power as one, however, then the strength to act automatically meant the
strength to be aggressive. And here
aggression was equated with violence.
Now in its way that
was a transference of a problem in a unique manner. The need to act and be in control of action
is paramount in conscious beings.
Augustus therefore actually created from himself a position of power
from which he could, at least for a while, operate. He had to pretend amnesia so as to hide this
mechanism from himself. As long as power
is equated with violence, then you will feel it necessary to regulate normal
aggression in your behavior; and considering power as violent, you will be
afraid to act to some extent. You will
then consider goodness and powerlessness to be somewhat synonymous, and equate
power with evil. Not wanting to face
such “evil” in yourself, you may then direct it outward and transfer it to
another area.
As a society you
may project it upon the criminal, as a nation upon a foreign country. As an individual you may place this power
upon an employer, a labor union, or any other segment of society. In whatever area you choose, though, you will
feel relatively weak in comparison with the strength that you have projected
outward. You meet your own denied power,
you see, whenever you find yourself in a situation where you feel weak in
comparison to another person or situation that frightens you.
Power does not
basically imply superiority over.
There is the power of love, for example, and the power to
love. Both imply great action and
vitality, and an aggressive thrust that has nothing to do with violence. Yet many people have physical symptoms or
suffer unpleasant situation because they are afraid to utilize their own power
of action, and equate power with aggression - meaning violence. (See
the 634th session in Chapter Eight.)
Such feelings
arouse artificial guilts. The individual
who speaks out most loudly for the death penalty feels that he himself should
really be condemned to death, to pay for the great aggression (violence) within
him that he dares not express.
The criminal or
murderer being executed dies for the “evil” within each member of his society,
then, and a magical transference takes place.
Love is propelled
by all of the elements of natural aggression, and it is powerful; yet
because you have made such divisions between good and evil, love appears to be
weak and violence strong. This is
reflected in many levels of your activities.
The “devil” becomes a powerful evil figure, for example. Hate is seen as far more efficient
than love. The male in your society is
taught to personify aggressiveness with all of those antisocial attitudes that
he cannot normally demonstrate. The
criminal mind expresses these for him, hence the ambiguous attitudes on the
part of society, in which renegades are often romanticized.
The detective and
his criminal wear versions of the same mask.
Following such ideas, you end up with segregations in which the ill,
being powerless, are isolated; the criminals are kept together; and the old are
held in institutions or in cultural ghettos with their own kind. Transferences of personal problems are all
involved here, and clusters of beliefs.
The criminal
element represents the individual’s own feared and unfaced aggressions. These fears are closeted on an individual
basis, and those people who express them socially are imprisoned. The enforced incarceration of violent men often
leads to a riot, and the private closeting of normal aggression often brings
psychological rioting and outbursts of physical symptoms.
In all cases,
little effort is made to understand the basic problems beneath, and the social
segregations merely build up the pressure, so to speak, so that those with like
beliefs are kept in situations that only perpetuate the basic causes.
Unknowingly, the
sick often give up their power to act in a healthy manner to the
physicians. The doctors accept this
mandate since they share the same framework of belief, so the medical
profession obviously needs patients as badly as the ill need the
hospitals. Society as you know it, not
understanding the nature of normal aggression, considers it violent. The prisons and law enforcement agencies need
criminals the same way that criminals need them, for they operate within the
same system of belief. Each accepts
violence as the method of behavior and survival. If you do not understand that you create your
own reality, then you may assign all good results to a personified god, and
need the existence of a devil to explain the undesirable reality. So churches as they now exist in Western
society need a devil as well as a god.
Natural aggression
is simply the power to act.
Your own attitude
about these issues will tell you much about yourself and influence your own
personal reality.
If you equate power
with youth then you will isolate the elderly, transferring upon them your own
rejected powerlessness, and they will seem to be a threat to your
well-being. If you agree that violence
is power then you will punish the criminal with great vindictiveness, for you
will see life as a power struggle, and will concentrate upon the acts of
violence about which you read. This may
bring such aspects into your personal life, so that you yourself meet with
violence – hence deepening your conviction.
If you accept the basic idea that evil is more powerful than good, then
your beneficial acts will bear little fruit because of your own framework; you assign
such small power of action to them.
There are many
subsidiary beliefs connected to these convictions. They can all work in such a way that you deny
yourself the use of your abilities – and this in turn causes you to project
them outward upon others.
If you accept the
idea that knowledge is “bad”, for instance, then in line with that belief all
of your efforts to learn will be futile, or bring you great discomfort. You will not trust any knowledge that comes
easily for you will feel that you have to pay, do penance for the
attainment of any wisdom. Fundamental
interpretations of the Bible often lead to such conclusions, so that the
pursuit of knowledge itself, which has a built-in biological impetus, becomes a
taboo activity.
You must then
project wisdom onto others and reject it in yourself, or be faced with a
dilemma in personal values.
Throughout the ages
monks, priests, and religious organizations have become segregated from the
rest of humanity. They have been
alternately honored and feared, loved and hated. Their knowledge has been envied and yet held
in superstitious awe.
The voodoo and the
healer, the witch doctor and the priest, are all held in honor, yet are also
looked upon with a certain terror because of the power and knowledge
involved. The man who heals or the man
who curses both imply a power of knowledge to many individuals. To those who are caught up with fundamental
ideas in pious terms, religious power is a frightening thing. Normal aggression, seen as evil, is therefore
segregated within the self – and also seen everywhere outside.
Some individuals
will make artificial divisions within their own lives, in which it is safe to
act in certain areas but dangerous in others.
If you believe that wealth is evil, as an example, you automatically rob
yourself of any ability that might bring your riches. Talents that are accepted as good in
themselves may be inhibited simply because their fulfillment might lead to
success in financial terms.
Your beliefs then
are highly important in the way in which you handle the power of personal action.
The use of your
private energy brings you into intimate relationship with your own source of
power. Healing involves great natural
aggressive thrusts of energy, growth, and the focus of vitality. The more powerless you feel, the less able
you are to utilize your own healing abilities.
You are then forced to project these outward upon a physician, a healer,
or any outside agency. If your own belief
in the physician “works” and you are cured of symptoms, you are physically
relieved, and yet your own belief in yourself may be further infringed
upon. If you are making no effective
efforts to handle your own problems, then the symptoms will simply reappear in
a new fashion, and the same process will be reinitiated. You may lose faith in your doctor while still
retaining confidence in doctors as a whole, and run from one to another.
But the body has
its own integrity, and illness is often simply a natural sign of imbalance, a
physical message to which you are to listen and make inner adjustments
accordingly.
When these
realignments are always made from the outside, the body’s innate coherence
becomes jeopardized, and its intimate relationship with mind confused. More, its natural healing powers are dulled. The built-in initiating triggers of reactions
that are meant to follow inner stimuli are activated instead by “exterior”
means.
The individual’s
faith is transferred more and more to an outside agency. This usually means that no time is allowed
for necessary inner dialogues of self questioning, and the self-healing that
might otherwise occur is brought about through belief in another. This can only go on for so long, however.
I am dealing here
mainly with Western culture. In some
other civilizations, and particularly in the past as you think of it, witch
doctors operated within a context of nature accepted by all. The witch doctor, while initiating natural
forces on behalf of his patient, who seemed momentarily unable to do so,
was then returning the patient to the source of himself and reviving his own
buried sense of power. That is
the source of physical life, the sense of power and action. When a man or a woman feels powerless, as you
think of it, he or she will die.
The point of power,
again, is in the present, when your nonphysical self merges with corporeal
reality. The recognition of that fact
can revitalize your life.
In your terms, you
are in a state of evolution as a species.
Part of this experience includes a natural fascination with exterior
events. You are developing properties of
consciousness that are in their own way uniquely your own, as your environment
is. A strong focus is a necessary
counterpart, since you are involved in a learning process in which all elements
inherent in the situation will be explored.
Throughout this
venture however you are, in the dream state, always kept in touch with the
realities from which your physical experience springs. As you understand time, you will eventually
be able to merge your inner comprehension with your physical self, and form
your world on a conscious basis. Such
manuscripts as mine are meant to help you do precisely that.
The more involved
you become with complicated physical organisms, the more energy you project
outward and the more entranced you become with “exterior” manifestations. In itself this was – and is – a natural
learning method. Your inner life is
being translated into corporeal reality.
As you perceive it and relate to it, you begin to question first
its origin and then its meaning.
This leads you back
into yourself and to a recognition of your own abilities. What you now create unconsciously your
species will create consciously. The
infinite abilities of consciousness become individualized, focused into a
particular reality which then becomes expanded.
Your own temporal creations add to the abilities with which you
made them. You learn through your
creations. Mind, as physically directed,
utilizes the greatest sources of power and energy along with unlimited aspects
of creativity, so that each physical day is indeed absolutely
unique. You cannot expect any portion of
your environment to remain static, therefore, and the condition of your body is
constantly in a state of flux and change.
Your social
structure, from the largest metropolis to the smallest farm, from the
wealthiest areas to the poorest ghettos, from the monasteries to the prisons,
reflects the inner situation of the individual self and the personal beliefs
that each of you hold.
If you utilize the
point of power properly (as described in the 657th session in
Chapter Fifteen), you will feel the nonphysical energy translated into
effective personal power through your intersection with flesh. You will be able to use that power
consciously, with purpose, to change your personal experience, and so to change
the social framework at least partially.
Such exercises aid in the evolution of your consciousness, and will also
serve you in fashions you may not suspect.
The acquiescence to your own power will automatically flow through your
experience, activating your dream life as well and providing additional helpful
impetus to your waking reality. You will
no longer need to transfer your sense of power to others. All of the exercises given earlier in this
book are prerequisites, however; they are necessary so that you understand
how the point of power is to be used. The
recognition of personal feelings and the working through of beliefs – all of
this will expand your understanding of yourself.
If you hate a
parent, for example, you cannot use the point of power to tell yourself that
you love the parent instead. The earlier
exercises will have helped you understand the reasons for the hate.
You cannot use the
point of power to gain control over another, for your own beliefs will
automatically trap you. In any case you
must be aware of your own power and believe that you are worthy of it. Many
of the previous chapters in this book have been written precisely to convince
you of your own worth. You have been
told to experience your feelings and not to deny them, so you are not to use
the point of power as an attempt to refute the reality of your emotions at any
given time.
As you understand
the nature of natural hypnosis, you will no longer feel the need to generate new
negative feelings. Your load of
inhibitions will recede. As you trust
yourself more you will naturally express your feelings, and their suppression
will not bring about explosive reactions any more. They will come and go. The channel to power will be opened more
clearly. Attention to your own stream of
consciousness is highly important. This
alone will help you see in what areas you are denying impulses or giving
yourself directions that lead to powerlessness.
The point of power
exercise is meant to familiarize you with your own energy and your ability to
direct it. The natural hypnosis
exercises (given in the last chapter)
allows you greater effectiveness in directing and focusing that power.
Each of you must
work from the point of your own reality.
There is no other way. If you
feel filled with rage, then do not say, “I am filled with peace”, and expect
results. You will only be blanketing
your feelings and inhibiting your energy and power. If you are furious, then beat a pillow and
experience the rage, but without violence to another. Work it through until you are physically
exhausted. If you do this honestly the
reasons for the fury will come to you, and they will often be quite
obvious. You simply did not want to face
them.
In almost all cases
[of this kind], your feelings will represent a sense of powerlessness on
your part, where you delegated strength to a situation or an individual and
felt your effort futile in contrast. Then
use the point of power and feel the energy of your own being surge through your
experience. The knowledge of your own
power releases you from all fears, and hence of all rage.
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