Rob’s Dream Encounter With A Being From Another Dimension
(On
page 177 of the last session Seth mentioned a recent vision of mine, and
promised to discuss it further this evening. Since he does so I will now
describe it in some detail. It took place in December, as I lay in bed
suspended in that pleasant interlude between waking and sleeping; I've had
other visions while in this state,
incidentally.
(I
realized on this particular evening that although my eyes were closed, I was
staring
into another pair of eyes that seemed to be within inches of my own, and had
been doing so for some seconds. Conscious realization seemed to be suspended.
These eyes were I would say masculine, and very beautiful, and could be human.
They were a deep luminous golden brown; I realized I was so close to them that
I could see their minutest details in vivid color, even upper lids that fell
over the upper portion of the eyeball. At this stage of the phenomenon I
encouraged this minute inspection, for I lay suspended below alarm.
(I
saw the reddish rims of these eyes, and their black lashes with the utmost
clarity. The skin about them was a light brown. At the fringes of my field of
vision I saw that the face containing these magnificent eyes was quite hairy,
covered by long black shining hair almost as though I was visualizing a
throwback to more primitive man. But there was no sense of primitiveness here;
these limpid brown eyes regarded me impassively; there was no intrinsic threat.
These eyes merely stared back at me
from
beneath heavy black brows.
(As
soon as I fully, consciously, realized what was taking place, I reacted
violently in the manner described below by Seth. Within a very brief period
after this unfortunate reaction, I began to regret it, for I knew I had terminated
something much too soon. I thought my reaction was a normal one, yet was angry
at myself for reacting so strongly. My outcry, my thrashing about in bed and
waving my arms, of course startled Jane; I believe she had not yet fallen
asleep. I blamed myself for not knowing enough to suspend any conscious
judgment; I felt I had enough background knowledge to go along with this
vision, to see what developed, yet I had reacted in what I thought a foolish
way.
(Strange
to say, I did not come fully awake as one does when arising in the morning for
example. I achieved a state close to waking only, in spite of my momentary
panic. Jane began to question me; she told me the next morning that I described
the vision to her while speaking in a sleep monotone. I was conscious of doing this, and that it
took some little time, yet felt no urge to prod myself wide awake. I recall
that I felt it urgent that I tell her what had taken place as soon as possible.
I thought of getting up to make a drawing of what I had seen, but decided I
would not forget. This is certainly true; this vision is as vivid and clear in
memory today as it was a second after it ended. I do intend making a drawing,
in color, for those who may be interested.
(In
addition, Seth has given enough information upon these visions so that I
thought I had probably distorted quite valid and alien data into a form I could
understand.
(I
would add that when I realized I was receiving information for the first time,
on a level below that of alarm, I encouraged this flow of data. I believe my perception
then sharpened to some degree, and it was at this moment that I saw so clearly
the minutest detail of the eyes, the shadow below the lids, the individual
lashes, etc. I would say that at this moment of suspended judgment, before the
ego exerted its authority, I was perfectly willing to receive this data and to
examine it.
… Now. Before I discuss your experience,
the image that you saw, let me make a few preliminary remarks.
First of all, you understand from our discussions
concerning planes and fields in general, that these are more multitudinous than
you can imagine. A proportion of these will be discussed along with the nature
of time, since some of these are connected with probabilities that could have
occurred within your physical system.
(Seth
referred to this bewildering multiplicity very early in the sessions, and dealt
with it rather extensively in the 12th session of January 2,1964, in his first
explanation of what he calls the fifth dimension. He has told us we could never
cover even a portion of the numberless fields bordering even our own; some will
be explained as they impinge upon our own in various ways; Seth also has
mentioned his own ability to travel through a few other fields. See Volume 1.)
In your particular state of consciousness
on that particular evening, your attention strayed beyond your ordinary fields
of perception. You perceived an inhabitant of another system. There was
indeed a quite unusual point of contact reached; most unusual indeed in that
you not only perceived this individual, but he also perceived you.
(Jane's
eyes opened. They were very dark. She stared at me and tapped upon the table
for emphasis. Her eyes now opened frequently until break.)
The point of such contact can indeed be
mathematically shown, and in the future I shall do just that. Part of your own
reaction, I believe, was due to the fact that you realized that this contact
represented a personal encounter, that this bizarre apparition was aware of you
as you were of him.
("What
was his reaction to me?"
(Jane
smiled.)
First you displayed, if I may say so, a
rather unfortunate reaction. You were quite ready to strike out physically at
what you could not understand. And this reaction broke the contact.
You did not break
it purposely, but the other individual concerned was bewildered, and to some
extent frightened, and he withdrew. You were indeed quite willing to strike out
physically. It was this emotional reaction that was felt by the other
individual, and the other individual had no idea what this emotion was.
Now. The portion of the image that came
closest to any semblance of reality was the region about the eyes, and the eyes
themselves. There is much to be said here. For this was not imaginary, in that
it did have a certain physical reality that existed within your field of
reference.
You must understand however that
momentarily you had a reality in the reference field of that other
individual. The contact was mutual. Now we know what the conditions were at your
end. We know that you made no attempt to aim your attention in the particular
direction that would allow you to perceive that definite system.
You could just as well have tuned in, so to
speak, on any one of the numberless other such systems. The individual within
this particular other system, however, has a different sort of psychological
makeup than your own. He is not as capable of intense concentration within as
large a perspective as that possessed by your ego.
We have spoken, saying that the ego has a
relatively small but intense focus. Your friend however has an even smaller specific
field of attention, to your way of thinking. The concentration however
and the focus is much more intense than that with which you are familiar.
Its general field of awareness
however is much larger than any with which you are familiar, and he has a
greater control and focus within this larger generalized field than you posses
in your comparable generalized field of perception. His dissociated stales, for
example, make up a much larger portion of his perception, and they are more
vivid than mankind's generalized dissociated conditions.
Because his range was so large, your
dissociated conditions simply met more easily than otherwise. However, once his
attention was centered here, he turned his conscious attention to full focus
upon what he perceived. Nor did he perceive your physical form as you know it.
But he picked up fully your emotional recognition and fear, and these
were translated or perceived by him in his own fashion, so that to him you
appeared as a mass of varying colors, and as movement of severe intensity.
The pulsations were caused by the action of
your emotional state. And you, my dear Joseph, literally frightened him away.
You on your part translated what was inner data into a form that you could, or
hoped to, understand. The eyes were the first images that you saw.
… Now. Despite my remarks, your reaction
was perfectly understandable.
You should learn from it, for with your
particular abilities it is possible that other such encounters will occur,
though most improbable that the same system or field will be involved.
(I
have hoped many times for another such contact, with the promise to myself that
I would do better next time. I have also used suggestion, although not nightly,
to the effect that more such experiences would occur. Nothing has developed to
date.)
The individual was also bewildered however
because he was able to perceive you in what you would call both your future and
your past, as well as your present.
He perceived that a portion of you was
bound, however, within your present time, and this was almost incomprehensible
to him.
Such encounters do occur with what would
appear to be startling frequency, when those in your system are sleeping; but
they are very seldom remembered. What was however extremely unusual was that
this contact was recognized as such by two inhabitants of completely different
systems.
Such encounters also occur during waking
hours, but the ego is not aware of them. I will have some comments later in the
session that may enable you to become more aware of other realities beside your
own, and also some advice that will enable you to operate within your own
system more effectively.
You translated, now, this data into other
terms. The alien nature of the individual you translated into an animalistic
appearance. This was not to emphasize any lower or base characteristics, but
was your way of translating the individual's exceptionally clear, pure and
single-minded perception. For the intensity behind the perception reminded you
of the unswerving attention often displayed in animals: a complete lack of
trickery as it is understood by you.
It will be most difficult to convince
others of the reality of other systems beside their own, yet none of this must
be taken upon my say-so alone. For once the knowledge is available, others will
become aware of their own experiences, and you see here how the conscious self
becomes educated and enriched; for the knowledge becomes part of consciousness.
In the past the same experience would have remained only in the subconscious,
and you have had other such experiences.
(Jane’s
eyes had now been opening often again.)
You are not alone in this however. You have
had no other experiences where contact was recognized both by you and the other
individual from the other system, however; and he takes what he learned as part
of himself now.
I do not know how it would serve you if I
tried to describe the sort of plane which he inhabits. And since we are dealing
in words some of the information simply would not make sense to you.
("Well,
can you say a little about it then?"
(I
was of course much interested, and knew that Jane was too. Jane now closed her
eyes and sat quietly for a moment.)
It is a system that I cannot pinpoint for
you in terms of physical location within your physical universe; though this
location is far beyond your own solar system, it still does not exist as a
physical mass however.
It exists within your physical universe but
it is not of your physical universe, and it does not deal with physical matter
at all. It is an old system, using your viewpoint. It has what I will call an
inverted time system, which I will gladly discuss for you whenever you prefer.
There are brain formations, not
materialized in physical form. Sensations are perceptions; emotions perceived
in terms of color, and directly in terms of intensities. There is no direct
relation here to your own system at all, except of course that all systems are
ultimately connected. The inverted time system results in a different sequence
of experience than that with which you are acquainted.
It is difficult to explain to you in
terms you can understand. I will make an analogy, which however will be
imperfect. We will take reincarnation as a basis. Imagine that you have had ten
reincarnations. These reincarnations all represent portions of your entity,
living or experiencing sensation at various times within a physical time
system.
The entity has awareness of these ten portions
of itself. Consciously however no one of the ten personalities is aware of the
others, nor of the entity. Each of the ten egos travels along an egotistical
time of successive moments. We understand that subconsciously much more
knowledge is available, but not to the ego as a rule.
Now. In this inverted time system
individual ten is aware of the experiences of individual two; and individual two
is aware of the experiences of individual ten. All of these individuals
have access to the experiences of the other. Individual ten may, so to speak,
go back without confusion and enter into any experience undergone by any of the
other individuals.
(This
sounds very much like the use of what Seth calls the third, fourth and fifth
inner senses: Perception of past, present, and future; the conceptual sense:
cognition of knowledgeable tissue. Material on these senses was presented in
the 35-38th sessions.)
There is no time boundary as you know it.
This is obviously a gestalt. The experiences however of individual two,
for example, are constantly being, changed because of the intervention of the
other personalities.
Focusing on Upsetting Disturbances
… When you allow disturbances to upset you,
then you become concentrated so deeply within ego time that you close off those
very abilities that you need to help you.
There is no use pretending of course not to
be annoyed. The point is simply to do your best, so that you gradually learn
not to inhibit your reactions to them, but to change the nature of your
habitual reactions to them.
Otherwise you concentrate your creative
energies, all of your energies, upon the disturbance itself, and interpret all
other data in the light of that disturbance. In other words you put yourself
into a position where you focus your attention upon very negative influences.
Ruburt does this in his own way also. The
one who is at any given time free of such difficulty should indeed help the
other when such occasions arise. You actually put yourself in a trance state,
and the suggestions take strong hold; and they are rarely constructive ones at
such times.
What you need however is additional energy
and resources to deal with such problems, and instead often you effectively cut
yourself off from the resources within you.
… When you react in such a manner, not only
do you focus upon the present difficulty, but you project the difficulty and
its imagined consequences into the future, turning expectations against you, and
therefore bringing about the very conditions which you wish to avoid.
Incidents of this nature may seem trivial.
However patterns of behavior are extremely important, and such focus upon
disturbances are directly opposed to all I have been trying to tell you. And I
am speaking here only of one individual, but such reactions are also picked up
by others on a subconscious basis, and the circle can be a vicious one.
You both know this I am sure, as a rule you
both do fairly well in following a more healthy procedure. But the lessons must
be put into practice or they are worthless.
Again, we come to what is truly practical,
as opposed to what the ego may think is practical at any given time.
I have given you both sermon enough for
this evening but I cannot emphasize too strongly the importance of what I have
said. If you direct your inner self with confidence to steer you through your
physical existence, it will do so. If you concentrate upon difficulties you
will not allow it to do so. This method of giving yourself room will also help
you to achieve a greater freedom in psychic matters. For any negative focus
(and underline negative) within egotistical reality will automatically block
you.
You will not feel free enough to allow
yourself freedom for any psychic adventures. With confidence in your inner
abilities however your practical problems will effectively be taken care of
when you do not dwell upon them, and greater mobility will be achieved as far
as other layers of the self are concerned.
Obviously reason must be used. I am not
speaking of indiscriminate Pollyanna hogwash, and yet even that is more
practical in the long run than any habitual concentration upon disturbances.
I am not accusing either of you of such
habitual activities, but because of our relationship I do feel bound to mention
such issues as they arise. You should know, both of you by now, that I have
your best interests always in mind.
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